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But the thing is ... as I'm thinking about this ... it's really hard to know for me to really have a reasonable idea of my weight. When i'm going on a date with a man I like ... I feel like princess di. But when it turns out that that's not going to pan out ... I feel like I've gained 20 pounds ... even though only a couple of days have passed. It's not possible that I was thin and carefree two days ago, and now I'm a big fatso. That's just not possible. It's all in my mind. Which is why I think that the yoga and meditation is part of this effort. It's part of an effort to just feel good, and stable about myself. Which I think is possible, and I'm not giving up because I was in the dumps this morning.